5th week of school

I’m taking some time off from studying to write this post so I don’t go absolutely crazy. I’ve been studying my sophomore but off these last couple of days and still feel as if i’m going to fail my spanish test tomorrow. Spanish is my weak spot. I’d prefer not to learn a language but a language is a requirement here at High Point University! Last year, I wasn’t able to rush because of my grade in Spanish so this year, I am kicking my butt to try and get a good grade so I can finally be in a sorority! If I don’t reach at 2.5 though, I will be proud of myself for trying because I really really am. Except, I do manage to save some time for a social life. 

It’s my birthday tomorrow! My birthday party was on Friday and I had been looking forward to it for the last few
weeks. I was very excited but very nervous at the same time. I didn’t know what to expect. Anyways, tons of people showed up and texted me the next day saying how great of a time they had and how awesome of a party it was. I guess that’s a good sign. RightIt ended early because G got way too drunk and was puking his brains out. I was a little upset but I let it go. Especially because me and G’s one year anniversary is tomorrow also! (It’s more like our year and 7 months because he waited a while to actually ask me to be his girlfriend!) I can’t believe it’s been a year with my big goofball. It’s been a great year with him and I feel so blessed to be in a healthy loving relationship. Only many more great experiences to come after this! We aren’t going anywhere anytime soon. I love this boy! 

There has been a lot of drama going on in the dorm and i’m trying to stay out of it as much as possible but can’t help but feel uncomfortable. Yesterday, Rae even said something to me that really hurt my feelings. I told her I was always there for her and she responded by saying, “Well, you have G so you don’t count!” I know she didn’t mean it to hurt my feelings but now I can’t help but feel like she doesn’t care as much about me as the other girls. I actually considered Rae a best friend up until this point. I guess you really can’t be good friends with your roommates and they are actually just that.. roommates !I did say something selfish to Rae though. I told her she couldn’t go out with my friends last night without me. Now, I realize this was mean and selfish but I really don’t. I can’t help but feeling left out and upset but I need to get over that. Rae has always been nothing but nice to me. She even invited me to swim this year! So, I need to be nothing but nice to her! I’m missing home a lot. I like it here though, so why do I miss home? I can not wait to see Milo and just lay in my bed in PJ’s all day. And of course, see friends! It’s time to get back to studying. Yuck! 

Lions, and Tigers, and Bears! Oh My!

I’ve been so busy this week i’ve had no time to think- let alone, to blog! What’s happened since last blog post? I’m no longer sick! No more snotty tissues and stuffed noses. Last saturday, I took a day trip to the Ashebero Zoo with Evan and Jenna. We saw tons of animals and even took a trip into the dinosaur exhibit. The carousel was definitely the best part about the trip though. I’m a kid at heart and hope to never give up my childhood silly-ness. It’s not immature. It’s knowing how to have fun in whatever circumstances. I went to dinner that night at Giannos with the girls.

I don’t remember what night the fight with C and J happened. (I have a bad memory and although it’s only been a week, I can barely remember what has gone on in my life!) I slept over G’s one night after a party at his house and I told Miss Teen NJ off. First off, J isn’t as sweet as she portrays her little fake tan self to be and second off, Rach should have won the Miss Teen NJ crown because she’s a beautiful princess! Me and G went to bed at 3 in the morning along with everyone else. We were awoken at 4 in the morning by blaring music coming from the room next to us and freshman girl laughter. I basically got so annoyed I went in and told J that nobody likes her and C’s ex-girlfriend was so much better. Which she was.. cause J sucks!

I’ve been working out more lately and I would really like to lose some weight. I feel like I always say this? Losing 20 pounds wouldn’t hurt though! I’ve been trying to go to the gym between classes and eat healthier. I’ve been doing really good except for last night, I went to the steakhouse and ate my face off with Lolo, Rae, and Evan. Oops! I’m at least trying. I even joined swim team for a day and got my ass kicked. I quit. After the first practice, I couldn’t even walk normal for a couple days. It was an experience. I think i’m going to skip the gym today because I have too much on my plate for today’s schedule.

I’ve recently discovered outside. Ok, I knew what outside is but I mean, spending time outside. The other week me and G explored campus and found a nice relaxing bed space I really want to go sit on, but I have a sleepy kitty on my lap at the moment and I can’t leave. I also really like hammicking. I want to spend more time outside whether it be doing homework and studying or just blogging. My campus is beautiful and I should definitely take advantage of it more often. 

My birthday party is tomorrow and i’m terrified how it is going to go. What if nobody shows up? What if too many people show up? Too many questions running through my head. I guess I just have to leave it to the future and actually just sit back and see how it goes. I still have to make a playlist and buy some more decorations for it tomorrow. I got my bio test back today and I got a 66 after studying my ass off. Awesome! I try so hard and still fail. I’m not going to be able to rush this year and now i’ll never be able to fulfill my dream of being in a sorority. I have a spanish test Tuesday that i’m gonna fail even though i’ll pull multiple all nighters in the library. I just want my parents to be proud of me.

P.s-We got a kitty! His name is Fitz-Willy and he is 5 weeks old. He’ll never replace Milo in my heart though. Willy is a pretty cool cat though and we kind of just chill together.

That’s all you’ve missed in my boring life.

3rd week of school

Earlier in the week, the roomies seemed to get upset with me so I distanced myself from the room a lot this week. I tried to get out as much as possible. Whether it be seeing G, hanging out with friends, reading a book by the pond, etc. Everything is fine now. They most likely weren’t even upset me with me but a little space doesn’t hurt! Plus R and C were rushing APO and had been busy and Jamie’s busy with AT! Rae and Calla are officially brothers of APO, so congrats to them! Fingers crossed i’ll get a 2.5 and i’ll be able to rush a sorority in December. I am trying really hard. Spanish is just "moy difficul" to me. We had a quiz this week; I studied my ass off and still feel like I didn’t do too great. Gil got me flowers this week though which was super cute. My boyfriend is

pretty great and I am  blessed that he’s mine. I’ve been sick this past weekend with a cold. Friday, I missed the J-cole concert and stayed in for the night. I went to JB’s apartment and watched Pitch Perfect though! I’m not even feeling awesome right now, but much better than I was Friday! Hopefully tomorrow i’ll be 100%. Don’t worry, I still partied hard last night at 851. It was a good time with the gals and I was happy to be with my 851 family. They even protected me from this guy who was calling me a “crazy bitch” and grabbing my wrist. He should have realized I was the main 

girl of the house before he messed with me! Because CN, G, A, and S showed him not too touch me like that ever again.  Swimming starts up on Tuesday and lets pray I lose some weight! That would be nice to be in shape. Not that i’m fat. Just a little chubby! Recently, I’ve wanted to start crafting but I don’t have any ideas in mind and i’m too cheap to go to Hobby Lobby and buy more craft supplies. I did set up some picture collages in my room this week though. I still feel like my room is too bare. It’s just missing my mom, dad, sister, and Milo... Me and R’s birthdays are right around the corner! Way too excited. I got her the cutest birthday gift also. She’s going to absolutely love it. 

Xoxo,

Carly

2nd week of school

Another week has come and passed at Highpoint University and I am still without goggles and headphones. Yet, have made some more awesome memories with my friends and boyfriend. Classes are still easy. Am I doing something wrong? Why is this so un-stressful? All my roommates are already freaking out about grades and i’m as relaxed as a sloth. The only thing i’ve been worrying about recently is my relationship and the inventible break up that will happen- someday. Although, we may still be together for the next few years or even get married (hey, who knows?) I can’t help but always think about breaking up because i’m scared of it actually happening.  It’s like an impending doom. We’ve been getting in arguments recently due to my worrying. Honestly, I’m a terrible girlfriend. I have absolutely no clue what I am doing when it comes to relationships. Thank God I have a wonderful boyfriend! Our one year anniversary is approaching and he wants Sperrys, excluding the fact that I am broke. 

G came to the steakhouse with me and the troop on Wednesday and was actually engaging in conversation. It makes me happy to see him come out of his shell. I always enjoy hanging with the gals and feeling apart of a group. They actually include me in everything and make me feel wanted. Lets pray it stays that way! Me and G tried to have a romantic picnic on the white chairs like we did  a year ago, but I guess you can’t repeat time. It was nice! Just nothing like our first date because, well, it was our first date! This weekend was a bummer. Friday night was Jamie’s boyfriend, Noah, “birthday party” but it wasn’t much of a party for me, Calla and Rae. Don’t get me wrong, Noah was nice! We sat around all night in the apartment drinking, waiting for them to arrive until it was already too late. There was not much going on around campus and we just walked around aimlessly with nothing to do. I ended up sleeping at G’s and eating Mac N cheese. Not much of a fun night. Saturday morning, I woke up early and me, Calla, and Rae took the trolly to Hans mall for a couple hours. I treated myself to a little shopping spree and spent almost two hundred dollars. I couldn’t resists H&M, Charming Charlies, or Victoria’s Secret. Guess what? I’ve been wearing a 34 B for years and the lady at VS measured me. I’m actually a 34 D!!! Holy boobs! So, I splurged and got a nice bra that actually fits. Why do bras cost so much? I didn’t choose to have boobs! I also got Rae her birthday present since her birthday is in ten days. Saturday night, we stayed in and watched “The Heat”. Sunday was like the rest. I woke up, went to the cafe with Rae, worked out and did homework. Sunday was the first “family dinner” though. Me and G made hot dogs, mac N cheese, pizza rolls for everyone. We also ate chips and apple sauce. Yummy! Family dinner went well and hopefully we can have some more through the school year. Although, it wasn’t healthy food it was good. I’ve been working out everyday and really enjoy it. It puts me in a good mood. I’ve also been going to the pool everyday. I sort of have a tan. Not as tan as I’d hope to be but tan! Anyways, I have to head off to biology now. Did I forgot to mention I reactivated my facebook? And that C messaged me on facebook saying, “whuddup homie”? What an ass. Not even worth my response. I’m better than that!

(Just some of the things I got. Not including: more shirts, a dress, a bra, and bathing suit)